Found Alive at the Movies

I feel more alive at the movies than with my own life. I have always been lost. I have never been in touch with who I am. I have struggled through all of my life to figure out what I'm about. When I watch movies or read a book I live vicariously through that medium. I am not crazy and get so wrapped up in these fictions that I lose touch with reality.
I just feel better when I have release from my screwed up life.